Entry 004
Feeling overwhelmed from a messy head (5ᵗʰ May, 2025)
I haven’t been able to dive into building the platform for the past few days, but my mind hasn’t stopped working. I’ve been constantly thinking about how to improve the experience, how to make everything smoother and more intuitive for users. But it’s all starting to feel overwhelming.
The vision I have is so layered and complicated, and trying to bring it to life as a complete beginner feels like climbing a mountain with no gear. Every time I solve one problem, another one appears. When I finally manage to connect two things, something else unravels somewhere else.
To make matters worse, my laptop charger stopped working three days ago, so I’ve been stuck waiting for a new one. It finally arrived this afternoon, but I still couldn’t get any real work done today. Technically, I’ve done zero work on the platform, but mentally, I feel like I’ve done three weeks’ worth. My head hurts, my eyes are dry, my neck is stiff, my nose is runny and blocked, and I still haven’t figured anything out.
God! I’m just so frustrated.